
Pondering the darkness following the crucifixion of Jesus Christ, I sit in silence. Thoughts of the "Light of the world" being concealed in a dark tomb fill my mind. "God is light, in Him there is no darkness," (1 John 1:5NIV). How then did "the Light of man," reside in darkness? (John 1:4NIV).
Jesus didn't just endure physical death for our salvation. He suffered separation from God who is Light. He who is light became darkness upon the cross. How great the pain of our Lord, whose very holiness was stripped away for the sake of our souls. His pain intensified by the blindness of those around Him who could not see the gift of His willing sacrifice.
Oswald Chambers speaks of the blindness of those in Jerusalem. "Jesus entered Jerusalem triumphantly and the city was stirred to its very foundations, but a strange god was there--the pride of the Pharisees." Their religion had become their god, and they remained murderously loyal to it. Thereby, when the only true God came riding into their city--their King riding on a donkey and thus proclaiming peace--they saw only a threat to their established rule and order. They listened to the god of the world--the father of lies and pride--and sought to extinguish the Light. For,"men loved darkness instead of light,"(John 3:19NIV).
Lest we fall into judging these men, we must acknowledge our own blindness. Christ died for us all, therefore we all have areas of blindness in our life which hide the glory of God from our sight. Chambers asks the question; "What is it that blinds you to the peace of God "in this your day"? Do you have a strange god--not a disgusting monster but perhaps an unholy nature that controls your life?"
Pondering the areas of our life which fall into shadow is an important step towards purity. Rather than hide our sin or shame, we should seek to bring the Light of Christ into our darkness, that the work of the Spirit can be done to: heal, transform and bring back to life. For in this life and life beyond our grave, the consequences of our sin stand. However, Christians through the work of Jesus on the cross, will never pay the sin penalty of separation from God.
Still, Chambers warns that there is a "deep, unending sadness for what might have been!" Proclaiming; "God holds us accountable for what we refuse to see or are unable to see because of our sin." Therefore, it is imperative that believer's embrace the Light and yield ourselves completely to God.
The Father does not desire to see His children suffering the penalties of darkness. His heart longs to see them victorious over the wage of sin and risen in Christ! When we look back over our life, certainly there are things we wish we would have done differently, if only we would have known...(Luke 19:42). Understandably, blessings have been lost and opportunities missed through disobedience and rebellion towards God in the way we live our lives. Still, there is hope for today and all our tomorrow's, when we choose to abide in the Light of our Savior. Holding our lives up to the Word of God reveals any dark areas or blind spots where the Light of Jesus is needed.
Chamber's encourages the believer to "Never be afraid when God brings back your past. Let your memory have its way with you. It is a minister of God bringing its rebuke and sorrow to you. God will turn what might have been into a wonderful lesson of growth for the future."
Miraculously, darkness from sin is abolished in our lives, when we confess our wrong doing and poor attitudes to God: claiming forgiveness under the blood of Christ. Even still, our Lord intercedes on our behalf;
"Father forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing," (Luke 24:34NIV).
Believer's behold the Light! For there is life in the Light and therefore children of God are to abide in the Light. We do not abide with Jesus in the tomb! We abide with our risen Lord on this side of the stone. Jesus, our Savior, Shepherd, King and Light, unto our path, (Psalm 119:105NIV).
Saturday following Good Friday, was a very, very dark day. Yet, the psalmist proclaims; "...my God turns my darkness into light," (Psalm 18:28NIV).
That glorious Easter morning there were two great lights that rose. One rose from the horizon, the greater from the grave. One marked the beginning of a new day...the Light of the world marked the beginning of a new life. Surely, each shone brighter in the eyes of follows that day.