
Oswald Chamber’s words today wash over me. By the grace of God their penetrating truth slips through the tightest cracks and seeps to a cavern within my spirit. The message is about living life simply. Not necessarily modest, for many of the Old Testament were materially blessed by God. No. Chambers is emphasizing a life lived well and focused. Living in constant communion with God and allowing who I am, not what others expect of me, to govern my days. While pop-culture--which touts lavish living and hyper active lifestyles—is not new (consider found treasures of Pharaohs or kings) it seems to be spotlighted in this generation. Still, Chamber’s recites the words of Christ who beckons man to merely “be”.
“See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin,” (Matthew 6:28NIV).
This passage of scripture in its full context is relating to the worrisome state man often dwells in. The overriding message is to rest in God’s care, being sure that through His love and goodness He will meet our every need. This assurance is meant to provide us peace regarding worldly matters so we can set our minds and focus on spiritual things.
“But, seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well,” (Matthew 6:33NIV).
The difficulty comes with resting in who I am.
In order to apply this scripture to my life as it is intended, I need to have some level of understanding of who I am. Not who I want to be or who others tell me I am. Not even the person I believe is me...rather who I am with the Lord. There is no pretending in the presence of God, and there is no greater joy than embracing that inner self which is under the tainting of life. The self which is in part: a child who wants to be cherished, a woman who wants to be desired, a mom who is respected and treasured, an individual who just wants to be valued and loved. Not because of what I do or give or even represent…but simply because I am.
Understanding who I am in Christ is a critical step in grasping who I truly am as a person. Looking at my self through the eyes of God, strips away the tarnish from day to day life, though all of life’s valuable patina is left behind. And though my circumstances and experiences do not define who I am, how I move through them will be determined by who I believe I am.
Days pass far too quickly at times for my heart and brain to be in sync. Still I must look to the mirror of Christ above all else. For the worries of today…though they be many or severe…pale in comparison to the journey of transformation. I was not created to casually address my Maker or the beauty that he has crafted in me. A true and unique treasure lies beneath the dust of this world and its woes. Father in heaven, grant me your wisdom and discernment on this wonderful expedition. May the excavating continue of me and by your grace, let Jesus be found.