To Be Well Seasoned

Seasons in life are natural markings in our journey of where we are in our spiritual transformation. They are nature’s calendar which reminds us that nothing lasts forever. For as sure as the sun and moon both day and night cross the sky, the cycle we instinctively know, bids us to heed the changes coming. The question we must ask ourselves is; are we spiritually strong enough to weather the seasons of life?

Fortunately, we have a God of order at the helm of time. The clouds disperse and the sun fades at his command. When spring’s spurt has been slowed through summer’s play, we are beckoned to the plow and hearth. Time for contemplation and thanks before winter’s flurries still us: peace our blanket of comfort. Praise the Lord the seasons are set and his children are secure: none are too short or too long.

The faithful follower knows she will experience every spiritual season. Winter’s bitterness of test and trial, surrender and sacrifice are blanketed with hope. Spring brings rebirth and fertility. Our tender shoots break through winter’s barrier and drink its thaw until our arms stretch in praise. In thankfulness we accept the kisses of summer until our fruit is sweet on the vine. Fall beckons us to let go our concerns and enjoy the harvest of God’s blessings before gray days come again.

“The grass withers and the flowers fall, because the breath of the Lord blows on them,” (Isaiah 40:7NIV)

By this verse children of God are cautioned to hold loosely to things of this life—like trees to their amber leaves--for nothing lasts but the Word of God, (“Isaiah 40:8).

Do we? Chambers states: "Many people have turned back because they are afraid to look at things from God's perspective." In other words, they desire perpetual spring and summer.

How spoiled are we in California. Here summer seems to last forever. Bright skies and puffy clouds are our canopy. We boast of our coastal paradise, blind to our vulnerability as the seasons come and go scarcely noticed. A harsh season bends our stem or wilts our leaves and we faint. Shamefully we cling to our petals and covet the beds of our neighbors. Are roots run shallow here for we drink dew. Yet, our soil is very rich. Travel in any direction and find a different people: those who know the patterns of the sun and see more than characters in the clouds. Forgive me…but Lord help us!

We are instructed to be aware of the signs of the seasons. Why? So we are not caught off guard by sudden storms: showers of rain, scorching heat, whipping winds, frost or snow. Knowing the season’s characteristics help us prepare for what lies ahead. Each season has its own set of chores and joys.

Still, no matter how in tune we are with the seasons of faith, one can never truly grow spiritually unless they endure the shears of God. Like well rooted perennials in our comfortable beds, we may produce a few buds each spring. However, without proper pruning we will never grow as intended. We were created with seasons in mind and shears in the plan.

Yet God does not maliciously cut at our lives. With a carefully focused eye and steady hand he shapes us: with each snip strengthening our core and producing new growth. We are conditioned by and through the seasons so in time we are able to handle harsher ones. Longer droughts, heartier winds and colder temperatures lead to a climax of praise when spring’s first bud appears: a victory to celebrate for life has endured.

The season cycle--like a divine color wheel—forever turns. We are wise to journey through them with our eyes on the sky and our toes on the train of God’s robe. In this way, no matter what conditions we face, Jesus is our support stake, sun screen, wind barrier and mulch.

Our days of summer play are being swept away with the winds of fall, marking a season of change and transformation. Some of us will lose leaves, while those of others will change color. Many will be harvested and some will be transplanted. Whatever stage we are in, fall changes us. The forest is our cue to the hand of God reaching for his shears and turning up the purification fire. Amber leaves will turn to brown as the blade cuts: winter is held back for no one.

I pray we respond to God’s shears with submission and hope. Oh, that we would willingly drop the things that weigh heavy on our limbs and hinder our spiritual growth. Then, may we sit still through winter’s cocoon of healing—heeding the word of the Lord-- until spring comes and we bloom again.

Seismic Activity

This walk towards righteousness with Christ is one of absolute dependency. Yesterday I rose with great hope of meeting a mark, standing strong and sharing all that I could with others. Last night I clutched my pillow with a downcast spirit feeling dissatisfied with my meager accomplishments. The measuring stick I beat myself with(fodder for another blog),didn’t register any earth moving activity in my day, Shocking because that afternoon, the earth literally shook beneath my feet and I was too caught up in selecting groceries to feel it.

Have you ever missed something big...like a five point something earthquake and wondered how it was possible? It’s like being in the middle of a party and missing out on the fun because you’re lost in an internal battle: someone hurt your feelings or you feel unimportant, outside the “ in crowd”. Maybe it was your wedding day and you were so caught up in the details of putting on the best affair that you were absent walking down the aisle. For some the beach, the vacation…even the golf course is merely landscape because your mind is back at the office. Tragically, this is often the case with our children. “Mom… mom…MOM!” my son at times has to say in order to snap me back into the present.

This sort of thing happens with many of us. While we yearn to be present and to live in the now, we simply fail. Why? Some of us are anchored to the past by wounds and transgressions and others are cast into the future through dissatisfaction. Living in the now takes courage and strength, purpose and peace. Oswald Chambers addresses the need for determination to live in the moment;

“Your choice must be a deliberate determination—it is not something into which you will automatically drift.”

The apostle Paul speaks my language in his confession of fleshy failure, (Romans 7). I too long to be righteous like Christ moment by moment, only to find I am bound in a prison of flesh. Christ however, has overcome the flesh and therefore, when I am engaged with Jesus, I too can live…powerfully live… in the now. The key is managing not the flesh as much as my will.

“A person’s will is embodied in the actions of the whole person. I cannot give up my will—I must exercise it, putting it into action. I must will to obey, ” (Chambers).

My daughter-in-law Tammy is a fitness instructor. She is often referred to as a real life Barbie. While some might judge her (and others in shape) as exceptions to the fat rule, the truth is she works hard to take care of her body. Exercise is part of her life--not because she can’t wait to get to the gym and work herself into a pool of sweat-- but because Tammy chooses to “exercise” her will to do what she knows is good for her body. The blessing is a fit form and freedom to enjoy one of her amazing desserts! Tammy inspires me in this area of my life. In fact my aching muscles attest to this…my legs are burning from taking her step class!

Righteousness is something we do not posses without Christ. The bible tells us there is not one who is righteous (Ecclesiastes 7:20). However, when we have Jesus’ Holy Spirit within us, we gain the inspiration and strength to live righteously and here we find a call to living in the now. Through righteous faith, we forgive others—for we also are sinners-- which frees us from anchors of bitterness and anger. Righteous attitudes will be thankful and content allowing us to remain present and not always fishing for the future.

Righteous living to me is like exercise is to Tammy. I don’t always want to do the right thing, take the high ground or forgive others. Yet, I want to look like Jesus. So I choose to exercise my will and do what the Lord wants me to, rather than what this sinful flesh wants to.

The results of exercising our will will vary in our lives. However the truth remains; righteous actions will produce measurable movement of God in our life and we will find less of what truly matters escaping our notice.

“The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective,” (James 5:16NIV).

The Art of Becoming

I am a vision. So are you. From the beginning of time, God took great care in imaging each of us and carefully stored his vision of us away until the moment we would become the block of clay on his wheel. Because of our Creator God, we need not be concerned with our form, for it was designed to fit the Father’s will for this life. Yet, sinful, self-focused creatures that we are, we constantly slap at the Master’s hands as they try to form us. Likewise, we try to leave God’s pottery wheel believing we can shape ourselves better. The result of our disobedience and pride will be no less than flaws: both in our spiritual and physical bodies.

When I was a little girl my Dad was part of a small group of artisans who opened up a gallery in uptown Whittier, California. Each had their own unique craft and station in the store. It was an exciting place to be as a child. There was a jewelry artist, potter, sculptor, painter, macramé weaver and welder. I used to sit and watch the hands of each artist as they fashioned beautiful things out of wood, stone, beads, yarn and clay. My Dad was very gifted and tried his hand in most mediums. His wood carving, painting and welded sculptures were stunning and soon dressed up our modest home. Once he created an eagle with a six foot wing span. I used to imagine the beast scooping up my big sister with its terrifying talons when she was being exceptionally bossy.

The vision I have of my Dad and the other artists hard at work is burned in my mind and serves as a wonderful example of the hands of God at work fashioning me. I imagine the Lord bending near to execute the tiny details in my life and spirit, his eyes fixed and focused, his brow furrowed with concentration and his jaw set. The world is shut out for the moment as the Artist tends to his creation, mind, body and soul.

On the median directly outside their shop, the artists would sell their work. Couples strolling through the grass pausing to appreciate the color, scale and form of their pieces would often offer praise. Interestingly, I noticed the casual laid back style of each artist would change when their work was admired. They straightened, smiled and their disposition brightened. Life was good because someone saw the beauty in their creation…someone noticed the labor involved in the details. The artist was recognized in the art.

I am always amazed how a simple memory can be used by God to communicate an intimate truth. Nothing is outside the use of God. Oswald Chambers devotional is titled “Visions Becoming Reality.” The concept that I am a vision carefully created by God moment by moment is comforting. I am not a result of random circumstances. I am purposefully made experience by experience, not magically whole with the wave of a wand. Imagine the loss with the absence of the journey of our creation. No thank you! I prefer the road trip and every turn which helps to create in me the unique and one of a kind vision which is God’s.

I am by nature a creative person. Visions are for me an intimate part of my life. Whether I am studying God’s word, writing, directing or decorating a picture always forms in my mind and gives me something to work towards. Over time, the visions which I believe are placed by God come to fruition at an earthly standard. Though the vision of my whole self is not revealed to me, the faithfulness of my Creator will surely prevail if I remain pliable. I can be the heavenly vision the Lord desires me to become.

Chambers states “God gives us a vision, and then He takes us down to the valley to batter us into the shape of that vision. It is in the valley that so many of us give up and faint. Every God given vision will become real if we will only have patience.”

I pray we will trust the hands of our Creator and bring glory to His name when others pause to appreciate the work He has done in our lives and notice the Artist in the art.

Humble Thyself

Oswald Chambers asks in today’s devotional; “How long is it going to take God to free us from the unhealthy habit of thinking only about ourselves?” While we may not want to answer this question, the reality is we answer through our attitudes and actions every day.

According to pastor Jim LeShana, taking a look at our agenda and checkbook is a good indicator of who and what we are catering to. For some it will be a life of fun. Others are committed to reaching career or financial goals. Many strive to turn their homes into a haven on earth. Regardless what dreams of the good life might look like, usually the driving force behind our efforts are self-centered wants and desires: not God inspired callings on our life. We want to enjoy life, acquire power or security or wealth. Many want to live pampered with every modern comfort. While none of these desires are necessarily bad, the self focus it takes to achieve these wants renders us in many ways unavailable to the Lord. Simply stated, we often allow self interest to dominate our thoughts and time, leaving little or nothing to offer Christ.

According to Chambers, one can even focus too much energy on how they can be used for the kingdom. “The continual inner searching we do in an effort to see if we are what we ought to be generates a self-centered, sickly type of Christianity, not the vigorous and simple life of a child of God.” Basically, God does not demand that we become uninterested in our own deep understanding of who we are and what we mean to the kingdom. No. God will allow us to remain in our personal pools of self study and wonder.

However, as Oswald states; “We must get to the point of being sick to death of ourselves, until there is no surprise at anything God might tell us about ourselves,” before others may become our primary focus: recipients of the goodness God desires to share through us. Yet, the Lords will is that we find at the end of our self absorption freedom to minister to others and develop powerful intercessory prayer lives.

This of course is difficult to develop because we live in a world which boasts the importance of our personal rights, satisfaction and importance. Therefore, our days can easily be filled with events and pleasures we have come to believe we deserve, have a right to or can’t live without. The truth is we deserve death, we have a right to nothing (for everything belongs to God), and we can live on almost zero. We are a generation who has been fed a pile of lies and are weakened for feasting upon them. I have to constantly remind myself there is hope of escape from a stagnant self-centered life. The key...find someone who doesn’t balk at being pushed to the back of the line, is completely content, and who joyfully considers others more important than themselves and you will find a humble soul. (You may have to look for a while.)

Humility is truly the spring board for a soaring intercessory prayer life. For when we see ourselves as God sees us, we are less concerned with recognition or temporal desires and circumstances. Our value is found in Christ and not others. Our minds will be clear of worldly cobwebs and our hearts become ready to heed the prompting of the Holy Spirit: to pray for the things important to the Lord. Thus, the more content we become the more available we are for kingdom matters. And those who are eager to serve others will definitely be utilized by God.

Until we understand who we are in Christ, we will struggle with humility. For it is not something we can manufacture on our own. A humble heart is not part of our natural make-up but is produced through the revelation of how great and magnificent our God is: glorious and holy. When one grasps man’s truly desperate state and inability to be righteous, they gain insight to the Lord’s humbling mercy and grace. Not a single human soul is righteous. This truth levels the playing field between men and allows room for compassion and acceptance. For each is provided an equal chance at eternal victory. What remains is a choice.

We can choose to accept our humble state before God and surrender our will to serve the Father’s or we can reject the Solid Rock of Christ and strive to build temporal lives which will crumble like castles made of sand. Regardless of who we choose to serve, humility is something every soul will encounter: some through repentance and others through humble pie.

“choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve…as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord,” (Joshua 24:15NIV).

Get Ready, Get Set, Go!

Oswald Chambers encourages us to “Move!” in today’s devotional. I laughed to myself when I read the title, “Get Moving!” Having spent so much time lately writing, my poor body is feeling the toll of sitting for long hours on end. Writing for eight to ten hours a day can surely put a kink in your neck…and back… and your shoulders. I actually have tired fingers and forearms. Plain and simple my body is crying out “MOVE!” Stretch, get up…do something physical…anything physical!

The concept of action applies to more than our physical body, we must also exercise our spiritual body. Chambers states; “God will not make me think like Jesus—I have to do it myself.” In other words, I can pray and pray and pray for the Lord to help me achieve some goal, but if I never lift a finger to succeed I am going to fail. Sanctification is not for the lazy. Transformation takes hard work and dedication. Therefore, we must realize unless we diligently labor on our minds and fleshy desires, we will be spiritually weak and out of shape. I will not reach my goal of being conformed into the image of Christ if I am spiritually undisciplined.

Over the week-end I was in a group of ladies who were talking about the struggle to stay fit. Many shared their personal challenge with hope of someday getting a handle on their weight—and I’m not talking love handles! Interestingly, this conversation was happening around a table of appetizers and desserts. The conversation continued around the circle much in the same tune until one woman in the group spoke up like a clash of symbols and said, “It’s called self control!”

Her words felt like ice-water in the face and instantly stopped the conversation. Nobody said a word in response and no heads nodded in agreement as before. Instead, one woman put down her fork, a few sipped their drinks and others took the opportunity to suddenly relieve the men watching the kids swimming. The silence was so loud it hurt. While I didn’t like hearing her words any more than the rest, I absolutely knew she spoke truth. After a few long seconds I looked her in the eyes and said, “You are exactly right!” and emptied my hand of the M&M’s I had been carelessly making a meal of.

Self control is a fruit of the spirit and one I personally find missing from my diet. Feeling a failure in this area in my life, I have often said, “I have no self-control”. This of course is not true. I am able to exercise great self-control in many other areas of my walk. This realization hit me as I was battling a craving this afternoon. Yet, today I gained a new understanding about my self-control in this area; more than anything I was weak in my beliefs about who I am in Christ. Romans 8:6 states; “The mind of a sinful man is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace…” Therefore, I must take action and embrace the truth in God’s word and dismiss the lies of the enemy who would have me believe I am helpless and forever defeated in this area. Oswald Chambers reminds us we are to take “every thought captive to the obedience of Christ,” (2 Corinthians 10:5).



I am guilty of allowing negative thoughts and self doubt to control some of my actions. Thoughts like, “you’ll never reach your goal” prompt poor behavior because they are allowed to hang around until I give in…again. The reality is, I make a choice to listen to the lie and take action... only I am moving in the wrong direction. According to the apostle Paul, I must first be strong in my mind so I can stand against the lie and then, having stood my ground, push forward in victory, (1 Corinthians). Onward Christian soldier!

Chambers challenges children of God to “get moving” when it comes to abiding in Christ. This is not something that Jesus will do for us. We must actively pursue a relationship with Him in order to remain in Him. In the same manner, we fool ourselves if we believe we can grow in understanding or memorize more scriptures by merely praying, and spending no time (focused time) in God’s Word. Therefore, we need to purpose to act spiritually in our lives on a daily basis. Now is the time to act…not later.

Naturally, implementing a new habit in the faith takes determination and great effort in the beginning. Yet, as Chambers points out, in time, efforts put forth will move from drudgery to a second nature and satisfying joy. Therefore, let us be encouraged and determined to…

Get meek! Get motivated! Get moving!

I Am A Secret Admirer

Oswald Chambers today highlights the opportunity we have with God to know hidden things; in that when we are intimate with God he will tell us His secrets. Chambers is not suggesting our Maker like man has buried sins, but rather veiled truths which He delights in sharing with us. These secrets which are pertinent to His creation and often our personal make-up He desires to share. Still, God does not casually cast these wonders out for all to behold. No. The Lord saves them for His closest friends and gives them as gifts along their journey: an insight here, a new perspective there, or perhaps a peek at tomorrow.

When I think of intimacy with God I think of Daniel. Nothing he faced could separate Daniel form his time with the Lord. In exile he held to his times of intimacy in prayer. Under threat of persecution and death, Daniel suffered no loss of communion with God. This servant’s heart valued intimacy with God more than life. Because of this I believe the Maker of heaven and earth revealed secrets of the future to Daniel. Great and mighty truths to behold were entrusted to him because of his faithfulness to God.

“Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put in charge of many things. Come and share your master’s happiness!” (Matthew 25:21).

While the daily demands on our time and energy are great, we must not allow the pressures of life to become an excuse for lack of fellowship with God. It takes focus and determination to guard your time with Jesus. Still, I have found no day is without opportunity if I truly desire to sit with the Lord. Consequently, the days which begin in communion are often my most productive.

“But seek first His kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well,” (Matthew 6:33NIV).

In my early walk as a believer I waddled like a toddler, my steps were not sure on the path of faith. In those days I learned through trial and error because I had not developed an intimacy with my Savior. His ways were not clear to me and my ear struggled to discern His voice. Through the years God continued to direct my walk through the desert. His faithfulness never failed to provide daily manna, or a guide through the Holy Spirit.

However, it wasn’t until the posture of my heart changed from grumbling at the bottom of the hill to passionately climbing after Him, that our relationship changed. A hunger to know God drove me to read and study His Word like my life depended on it. Through this process of immersion I shed old baggage and found myself seeking higher spiritual ground. What I found at the top of my spiritual Sinai was a God who was waiting and eager to share His heart with me and a few secrets. Today, while I still stumble at times, I am more conscious of God’s presence in all of my life. While I steal away whenever I can--to have a spiritual “face to face” on the mountain top--I experience His Spirit more and more as a constant companion.

So what have I gained? The difference in my intimacy with God has not only changed my spirit and perspective, it has also granted me treasured secrets. While the tug on my heart to climb the summit daily competes continuously with my pursuit of intimacy with my family and friends, I encourage myself to remember Daniel and God’s call to seek Him first. In so doing I remain a faithful servant who will be blessed by God and my other relationships are the richer for it.

Therefore, I encourage you to also lock your door, ignore the phone and curl up somewhere quiet anticipating a memorable visit and perhaps a shared secret or two with Almighty God! For His treasures are gifts for the asking and his happiness is shared with joy.

You, Oh Lord, are my very great reward! (Genesis 15:1)

A Little Bit(e) Of Knowledge

We love having information. The opportunity to access immediate data through Internet resources has opened doors to a whole new addiction for many “gotta’ know” individuals. However, wanting details or the inside scoop is as old as dirt…well at least as old as the Garden. Eve desired the knowledge of good and evil to the point of sacrificing paradise. Her lust for the power of knowledge pumps through the veins of her offspring’s blood as an earthly toxin. The serpent suggests knowledge is the path to godhood and she takes a big bite.

“You will not surely die,” the serpent said to the woman. “For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like god, knowing good and evil,” (Genesis 3:4-5 NIV).

Is it any wonder that the pursuit of knowledge has become highly regarded in this world? Can you hear the snake’s hiss through the world’s claim that knowledge is worthy of great praise…reverence and adoration. The Internet is our pop-culture Tree of Good and Evil. For through our fingertips we take hold of both good and evil in the pursuit of knowledge online…and it all began with an Apple. Coincidence? I don’t believe in coincidences. Interestingly, Apple’s logo has a bite taken out of it…a haunting symbol of the fall of man in pursuit of becoming like God. I dare say many have come to worship knowledge. Oh yes, I can hear the hiss of the cunning serpent as he draws men and woman to the keyboard for their instant gratification in sights and sounds. Child beware!

Computers or the Internet are not evil or bad anymore than the forbidden fruit. However, the enemy of our souls knows how to take the gifts of God and transform them into the most ungodly things.

Pondering Eve’s encounter with the father of lies so many lessons come into view. Still the issue of trust is what ties into Oswald Chambers’ devotional, “Unquestioned Revelation,” from My Utmost For His Highest. Chamber’s states: “In that day” you will be one with the Father just as Jesus is, and He said, “In that day you will ask Me nothing,” (John 16:23). Jesus was speaking to his disciples in regards to things they did not know and were eager to understand. Two thousand years ago, the followers of Christ had questions like we do. Questions, they hoped had answers that would calm their fears or anxieties. Perhaps some just craved understanding. Regardless, they hungered for a bit…or rather a bite of information.

While the bible gives us insight to many things—the best of these being God’s love and redemption plan for man--it does not provide answers to all questions. This is what Jesus is trying to convey to His disciples as He mentions His departure to come. Jesus was calling them to rest in their knowledge of Him: how would Jesus see, hear, talk, or react to certain things? Their experience of His faith in the Father, His love, power, wisdom, righteousness, goodness, kindness, compassion, generosity, etc. was able to provide reason for their complete trust in Him. Their faith would be tested. Trust would be their comfort and peace in life…not information. The same is true for followers today.

When we are one with Jesus in spirit--as He prayed we would be--answers are not important or sought. Trust in Jesus is the balm for every wound, the answer to every question and the peace in any situation.

Knowledge absolutely has its place in our lives however, all things are to remain under Christ. It is through trust in Jesus that we can come into oneness with our Savior. For when we trust Him we will obey without question and we will praise without doubt. The result is a life of freedom…sweet freedom. And this I am certain tastes better than any bite of apple!

Sinking In A Sea Of Adversity

What are we to do when we blow it? I spent hours alone in the night pondering how I seem to miss the mark with my extended family. Every effort to witness the unconditional love of Christ and godly living seems washed out to sea in a single tense exchange. The devil gets a foothold and like a riptide no matter how hard I tread, I am stuck in deep water. I cried out to Jesus for help for fear I was sinking!

The reality is the harder I fight the undertow in my own strength, the weaker I become. I am not equipped with what it takes to fight generational sin. Nor am I expected to by God. His desire is for me to let go and allow His strength to guide me safely back to shore. Yet at times I am too busy trying to save myself and thereby endanger my skin and sometimes others.

Releasing our grasp on the thorns in our side and trusting the Lord to care for our wounds is necessary for peace. When we try to take care of these irritants or daggers ourselves we can do so much harm: even when our intentions are good. However, if we’re honest with ourselves, more often than not, our intentions are bent on putting one in their place or retaliation. It takes a giant at times to extend the hand of grace, love and mercy when afraid of drowning in circumstances. If only we would remember we have a Giant God standing on the crest of the wave ready to help us the moment we cry out…”Lord save me!” like Peter. The key to getting free is always the right angle…

In the night I frantically flailed my arms and kicked my feet, batting at all the reason why I was justified. The Lord patiently waited at my side until I was done splashing in the water. Exhausted and finally humbled, I quit kicking. Like a wave carrying me back to the sand, God lifted me up and guided me from my misery. There on the sand He was finally able to speak a word to my newly opened ears. A gentle rebuke and then an encouraging promise, that what I do for others I do for Jesus. One simple reminder that it is all about Him and my rebellious spirit is drawn back in line. Suddenly the taste of salt is strong upon my tongue and compassion reinvigorates me. I can forgive…I will forgive because of Jesus.

When dealing with others who pain or frustrate us, we forget sometimes that our feelings are not most important. God does not require of his children obedience when we feel like it. Oswald Chambers reminds us that the disciples of Christ had to wait for the anointing of the Holy Spirit before they journeyed forth on the Lord's behalf. In the same way, Christians should tarry just enough in trials and temptations for the welling up of the Spirit. Only when acting under the guidance of the Spirit of God are we safe in such encounters. Jesus walks on a path of grace, mercy and forgiveness always. Anytime we allow something contrary to govern our walk…we fall out of step with Christ. The guidance of our Shepherd’s staff is not always welcomed, but in the end certainly not resented. If we are not on our guard indignation can weigh us down like an anchor.

So I have been humbled. And though the night was long, the freedom I feel this morning is rich. There was work to be done to finish reconciliation which was started yesterday. Yet, in the strength of the Lord, love brings us back from deep waters of strife and difference. Safe on the beach we gain back our perspective, and seek to serve the Lord once more. Love overcomes the flesh and peace is restored.

I am never surprised God’s principles work. Still, like a misty breeze which chills on a hot day the Spirit's work refreshes. Looking back to the water once struggled in, I ponder what made the difference between sinking and swimming. The answer came like Christ's quick hand…hearts governed by the Spirit were purposed to be reconciled. Love in Christ empowered us to overcome issues which threatened to pollute our shore and drown relationship.

Hope is Jesus: the Savior who rescues from self, the devil and a sea of adversity. God be praised!!

Buried Treasure

Oswald Chamber’s words today wash over me. By the grace of God their penetrating truth slips through the tightest cracks and seeps to a cavern within my spirit. The message is about living life simply. Not necessarily modest, for many of the Old Testament were materially blessed by God. No. Chambers is emphasizing a life lived well and focused. Living in constant communion with God and allowing who I am, not what others expect of me, to govern my days. While pop-culture--which touts lavish living and hyper active lifestyles—is not new (consider found treasures of Pharaohs or kings) it seems to be spotlighted in this generation. Still, Chamber’s recites the words of Christ who beckons man to merely “be”.

“See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin,” (Matthew 6:28NIV).

This passage of scripture in its full context is relating to the worrisome state man often dwells in. The overriding message is to rest in God’s care, being sure that through His love and goodness He will meet our every need. This assurance is meant to provide us peace regarding worldly matters so we can set our minds and focus on spiritual things.

“But, seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well,” (Matthew 6:33NIV).

The difficulty comes with resting in who I am.

In order to apply this scripture to my life as it is intended, I need to have some level of understanding of who I am. Not who I want to be or who others tell me I am. Not even the person I believe is me...rather who I am with the Lord. There is no pretending in the presence of God, and there is no greater joy than embracing that inner self which is under the tainting of life. The self which is in part: a child who wants to be cherished, a woman who wants to be desired, a mom who is respected and treasured, an individual who just wants to be valued and loved. Not because of what I do or give or even represent…but simply because I am.

Understanding who I am in Christ is a critical step in grasping who I truly am as a person. Looking at my self through the eyes of God, strips away the tarnish from day to day life, though all of life’s valuable patina is left behind. And though my circumstances and experiences do not define who I am, how I move through them will be determined by who I believe I am.

Days pass far too quickly at times for my heart and brain to be in sync. Still I must look to the mirror of Christ above all else. For the worries of today…though they be many or severe…pale in comparison to the journey of transformation. I was not created to casually address my Maker or the beauty that he has crafted in me. A true and unique treasure lies beneath the dust of this world and its woes. Father in heaven, grant me your wisdom and discernment on this wonderful expedition. May the excavating continue of me and by your grace, let Jesus be found.

Homecoming

What weighs on you this morning? What care or concern is clouding your thoughts of the great and good that is ours through Christ Jesus? If you are like most people, it can be the ache of a lost loved one, the illness of a family member or friend. Perhaps, the struggle of finances or the lack of clarity in your present circumstances regarding a job is nipping at your peace. If you are a parent, concern for the well being and upbringing of your children can pin you to the sheets with fear. These real issues fight for our attention and if the devil has his way, they steal our attention from the power and might of God. Thus many live broken and weak in the shadow of the cross. Rather than victoriously in the strength of the Son.

For this did Jesus come to live and die? Was our God desiring to set aside His glorious purity and might that we may suffer under the heaviness of doubt and fear! We know in our heads that Christ gave His all, suffered and died to give us all of heaven. How then do we engage our hearts and rise above the temporal pains of life and live mindful of the eternal, heaven bound beings we have become through redemption?

How does man survive the war and wrath of Satan and the curse of sin?

As I slowly descended to the baggage claim, I noticed their signs. “Welcome home Jason!” “We are proud of you!” “We love you”. The band of loved ones and supporters eagerly looking beyond me for Jason was touching. I thought to myself, “Jason is certainly loved.” As I reached the lower floor my eyes quickly found those of my husband. I was home, safe and sound and his eyes and smile conveyed his joy over my return. While we embraced, I forgot about Jason and his homecoming crowd. I was lost in my own reunion.

A few moments later, while we were waiting at the luggage carocel, Jason’s welcoming committee roared. The children bounced up and down, the women waived their arms and every face beamed with joy. Their delight was infectious and I too became excited to spot Jason and welcome him home. Who was this Jason? Peering over the shoulders of others, I caught of glimpse of the young man as he stepped from the escalator. His close shaved head and beaming smile was all I could see. Taken with his reception my gaze lingered until the crowd parted and revealed the man. His pressed fatigues took my breath away. Jason was a soldier who by the grace of God had returned from the battle. Tears stung at the corners of my eyes as I saw a tiny glimpse of heaven. A saint welcomed into the haven of heaven with a thunderous cry of praise and joy from delighted loved ones.

There were no signs of war on Jason’s uniform; no hint of hell in his expression. Still, it is certain there are markings on his mind and scars on his heart. War is dark, gruesome and evil…much like life.

God tells us “in this world you will have trouble,” (John 16:33NIV). Why are we surprised by trials and hardship? Why do we seek paradise on cursed soil? Why are our prayers filled with selfish or shallow petitions? Why do we seek after all that will be ashes and ignore the treasures of heaven? Why do we forget or ignore the Word? Are we not better off donning our fatigues, picking up our spiritual weapon—God’s word and prayer—and engaging in this war in the power of Christ?

The cost of our denial and disobedience is great; souls are the casualties of indifference to this holy war. As individual children of God, we will come through the battle differently. Yet, as saints in Christ we have the blessed assurance we will ALL receive a heavenly reception like Jason’s when our time on the battlefield is through.

The war is real, the wounds will certainly be painful, but freedom in Christ is worth the price. So we fight against the enemy of our God and the enemy of man for the liberty of our souls. Wearing Christ Jesus as our shield, we can move to the front line with confidence…for He has already defeated hell.

Father in heaven, Great and Mighty Lord of all, forgive us our shortsightedness, fears and desires. Reveal to us our areas of weakness, stubbornness, pride and self-will which make us vulnerable and ineffective on the battlefield. Give us strength to hold fast to you in the midst of spiritual combat. May your goodness, love and awesome power be at the forefront of our minds, that we not quake before the devil’s army. Grant us strength to endure this life in You and courage to share the hope of Jesus with others. Bless us with the peace of Christ Jesus until we ascend to heaven and into your outstretched arms; the recipients of grace and heavens welcoming roar!

Sweet Grace

When I was a child, candy held a very special place in my life. The minute I got a bit of money, I would find myself at the candy store pacing before the bins, excitedly anticipating the various sweet sensations. Now in Laters, Laffy Taffey, Abba Zabba’s, Juju Bees, Starbursts and the kind were first picks. Chocolate bars were more expensive and not as satisfying to my young palate. Until, the wonder of a magnificent story changed my perspective, and Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory by,Roald Dahl David Seltzer, made a chocolate lover out of me.

The thrill of a golden ticket neatly tucked inside a fancy wrapper, a candy coated treasure hunt…what more could a child hope for? Well, finding the golden ticket and meeting the candy Maker of course! Charlie was the luckiest kid on earth and I was happy for him. Something about his great fortune caused this young heart to believe good things could happen to anyone…especially if they were good.

In the movie, Gene Wilder’s expressive eyes, fantastic voice and cheeky smile fascinated me. Mr. Wonka was indeed a hero and I, like Charlie and his grandpa, revered his presence. However, the others in the group were not so impressed with Mr. Wonka. On the contrary, they were rude, selfish, arrogant, conceited, greedy and exceedingly disrespectful to the candy creator. I was appalled by their behavior, and felt a great satisfaction as each spoiled brat received just punishment for their crimes.

At the end of the tour, when Charlie is denied the prize because he disobeyed the rules…just like the others, I felt a deep conviction. True Charlie had gone outside the boundaries and broke one of the rules, but his heart was not wicked like his young sojourners. He made a bad choice was all. How can one bad choice discredit him? My young heart wanted to scream (and probably did) “Not fair!” Mr. Wonka’s words were true, yet harsh. Was there no grace or forgiveness?

Grandpa said a few choice words on Charlie’s behalf which of course were too colorful to mention. His reverence for the candy maker, crumbled like a sugar sculpture under pressure. The wrath of Wonka stood. Yet, Charlie, realizing his humble state…after all he had disobeyed… approached Mr. Wonka with reverence and humility. The boy offered no excuses, made no insults and accepted the penalty of his wrong doing. Additionally, he willingly gave up his tour candy souvenir as a peace offering. In so doing, everything changed!

Charlie indeed found the golden ticket…the ticket of grace tucked within the heart of the Master Confectioner. For while obedience is considered better than sacrifice to the Lord, a humble heart before God, will grant the prize of eternal life when we confess our sins and seek forgiveness. Charlie’s respect for Mr. Wonka was great and his efforts to restore a right relationship with him gained Charlie the Chocolate Factory. Just as our reverence and love for the Lord, gains us heaven…which is of course far sweeter than any candy!

Oswald Chambers warns us to approach the throne of grace with confidence, humility and reverence for our Maker. Oh, beloved of God…cast off the ways of spoiled rotten children and bow before a great and mighty Creator. Come, “Taste and see that the Lord is good!” (Psalm 34:8 NIV).

Blind to Love

The heartbreak of the world’s tragedies and horrors exhibits the darkness in man’s heart. We are not a people compelled on our own to express love to others. The nature of man is more self focused and self serving. Yet, if man’s inclination is towards self, where does love come from?

Within the heart of man there is indeed a God placed knowledge of our humble state in comparison to a great and mighty God. This awareness, though dealt with differently by people groups and religions, provides evidence for a universal understanding that there is something greater than man, the existence of our world and a vast universe. Since the beginning of time, people have sought to attach themselves to this higher power by means of ritual worship.

The ongoing attempts by man to connect our temporal lives to an eternal deity, stems from a deep desire for significance: a longing to be loved. This is what Christians often refer to as a “God shaped hole” in our lives. And while the hole leaves us desperate for meaning and hungry for relationship with the Designer, the Lord tells us “few” will embrace Him, (Matthew 7:14).

This awareness does not make man meek. Desire to live, thrive and exalt ourselves is prompted by the enemy’s lies; you are great without God, you can accomplish mighty things in your own strength. You deserve power, fame, fortune and glory. Man begins to believe he needs these blessings and has a right to them. Thus, many measure life based on a warped understanding of man’s purpose. Therefore they become weary, anxious, dissatisfied and often angry when their life falls short of a glorious existence. The sense of being oppressed, denied or robbed of a blessed life drives a self centered response and people see others as competitors and challenges rather than brothers and sisters. Love for others is thereby lost in the pursuit of the blessed existence. God--being love--is thus, cast aside and man turns to himself for worldly things.

While our natural tendency is to promote self, the Spirit of God is alive and well among man, causing a battle between body and spirit. Compulsory reactions, like compassion and love is the work of the Spirit through man to comfort, encourage and bless people. It is the love of God which compels the hearts of men to minister to one another.

Oswald Chambers claims; “Love is not premeditated—it is spontaneous; that is it bursts forth in extraordinary ways.” For example, a father or mother is taken by surprise when they first hold their child in their arms. Something “bursts” within them and love and adoration gushes forth for their child. This is just a sampling of the Lord’s immeasurable love for us, demonstrated in the love of a parent.
There are many ways in which God pours out His love for us, as His creation and as His child. When we consider the awesome love showered upon us from the Lord, how can we believe that anything other than God prompts us to love? For God became flesh. The Son of God; Jesus the Christ, lived among us. He died for our sins upon the cross in order to have an eternal relationship with us. The Lord pursues us and has sent the Holy Spirit to dwell within every believer.

Yes, we are indeed to recognize that God himself is love,(1 John 4:16 NIV). Therefore, it is not just goodness that flows through man when he reaches out with kindness and compassion. Rather, it is the very essence of God himself moving through man. The Word of God declares; “Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him,” (1 John 4:16 NIV).

In tragedy and terrorism man shakes their fists at God and declares Him unkind, unjust and unloving. Some declare God absent or unseen. Yet, in times of disaster the hand of God is mighty and the outpouring of His love is great. For in times of calamity and distress it the love of God which prompts us to reach out in compassion to others. Man rushes to the aid of the stricken in need. Hearts are moved to rescue, serve, support, encourage, nurture or train the afflicted. All over the world men and women step out daily to assist the needy, feed the hungry, clothe the naked and defend the defenseless. Man does not do this by his own compulsion and of his own desire. Man acts on behalf of God.

“We love because He first loved us,” (1 John 4:19NIV).

While all of man has the capacity to love others and to show love through compassion, Christian’s are called by the Lord to love without restraint. Followers of Christ are to love as Jesus loved and those whom He loved which is everyone. In addition to this principle for godly living, Christians are told the way they love others will directly measure their relationship with God himself.

“If anyone says, “I love God,” yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen. And he has given us this command: Whoever loves God must also love his brother,” (1 John 4:20-21 NIV).

Throughout life we are provided opportunities to allow love to flow through us. We choose whether or not to be a conduit or a dam. Those who choose to allow the love of God to pour into their lives and spill over into the lives of others are like a running spring through a dry and barren land. They bring life into a desert and refreshing others is their joy. For these lovely souls, God is on the throne and they are glad recipients of His mercy and grace. The abundant life is theirs-- regardless of their wealth--because the Lord lives in them and is their prize…their “very great reward,” (Genesis 15:1 NIV).

“Lord Jesus, help us turn our hearts over to you that we may overflow with your love and touch others on your behalf.”

Growing in Grace

While the worries of the world are like a hot flame upon on our heads and the work of man wears us out, the presence of the Lord refreshes and renews. Waking to a new day with the wonder of God in my mind, I strive to push aside the mundane tasks, which oppress my spirit. Thoughts of freedom to allow the Lord to move me wherever He pleases, feels like cool water on hot, swollen feet. I surrender to the prompt to ponder what the Lord has in store today and symbolically dip my whole body into the refreshing spring of Living Water.

Wading with a fresh word of encouragement from Chambers, I found myself drawn back to the awe and wonder I have of God. His desire to know me, His tenderness, power and faithfulness are my great comfort. However, when I focus on God alone, not the attributes that bless me, I am stunned to silence.

In times like this I become a very small child. The cares of day to day life are laid down and I step into an awareness of the hand of the Almighty all around me. Every single element of our world expands and becomes tethered to God's hand.

“Through Him all things were made; without Him nothing was made that has been made,” (John 1:3 NIV).

While a single flower holds a beauty and wonder of its own, it’s dependency on soil, nutrients, water, air and sun light remind me that God has intricately woven his creation to be dependant. Life is not by chance, nor is it in our control. Life is only by the power of God.

Looking to my grossly neglected garden, I marvel at the number of blooms on the rose bushes. Suddenly I am reminded that the plant can thrive without my precise, trained pruning. In an instant the bush went from a burden and guilt to a spiritual blessing. For the Lord spoke to me of budding hopes, blooming dreams, aromatic joy, days passing like petals falling to the ground, sucker branches stealing energy, even some dead issues that needed some attention. My present journey was portrayed in the portrait of a rose bush. The Lord revealed the life it depicted was beautiful—not because it had been meticulously handled and manipulated--because it was growing in freedom.

The visual ministered to me as I pondered Oswald Chambers words; “Our natural inclination is to be so precise—trying always to forecast accurately what will happen next—that we look upon uncertainty as a bad thing.” While we allow fear and desire for comfort to fuel and guide many of our efforts we strain like gardeners striving to make a paradise on earth. In the process we lose the wonder of the rose bush or worse claim its beauty to be a result of our effort not God’s.

The Lord desires we remain like children struck with awe and wonder as we go through life. Not fighting to take control of circumstances but gleefully anticipating the work of His hand. We bloom when we trust He has a plan and surrender ourselves to every surprise he has in store for us. For when we rest in the certainty of God we can relish not resent the uncertainty of His ways.

Young David slayed Goliath through his faith in the certainty of God. Gideon sought confirmation to the uncertain ways of the Lord. Each man brought glory to our King through their lives because they allowed the hand of God to work in their lives freely. They didn't determine the shape of their bush. They simply allowed God to be Lord in their circumstances. Their joy was in the glory of God.

Again I go to the garden and recall moments with Him as I watered and weeded. The hummingbirds drinking from the hose…so close I didn’t dare breathe, the turtle doves nesting in the haven of our trees, the woodpecker hammering away, the glorious hawk pausing on the lawn with prey in its claws, the owls silhouette in the night, even the ducks enjoying the pool. Each encounter, a blessed surprise and thrilling experience.

God desires to surprise us in our day to day lives as well. He delights in revealing Himself and the glory in His creation with us. The "chance" encounter with a long lost friend, an upgrade in service, a note of encouragement in the mail, an opportunity to speak of him to a stranger. What gifts of God do we miss because of tight fisted hands or hyper control issues. How I pray we learn to lay our pruners down and allow our lives to grow in the freedom of Christ. Let us hold to our childlike wonder of God and give our Lord opportunity to surprise and thrill us in this garden of life.

When we step back and take in the whole picture of our life…may we recognize the beauty in uncertainty and freedom in Christ. For the True Gardener knows how to tend our vines best and the certainty we have in God is our best nutrient for growing.

The Gift of Life

Did you know your life was meant to be a prize…a glorious gift from God? The child who abandons their own desires and will, through total surrender to the Lord will indeed receive their life as a gift, (O. Chambers).The word of God proclaims this in Jeremiah 45:5; “I will give your life to you as a prize in all places, wherever you go.” (NIV)

Many of us, looking back over our life, might struggle to see it as a gift. Life is not easy. Yet, the point Chambers is making is not that our lives are a gift on their own. Rather, lives which are in “total oneness with Himself, paying no more attention to what you call the great things of life,” become our gift from God.

Abandonment of our own fleshly desires and wants leaves us completely available to the Lord and His work. Thus, we live freely in the will of the Father and like little children rest in His care. The gift is the freedom to be who we are created and destined to be. Living in oneness with the Lord is the supreme way of life and tragically so few people experience it.

The story of the prophet Samuel provides a wonderful illustration of a life surrendered to the will of God. First we see Samuel’s mother, Hannah, broken and barren crying out to the Lord for a child. Unable to stand the taunting of Peninnah (her husband’s second wife), Hannah prays for a child: a single son of her own. Hannah promises to give the child to God at the time of her petition, and makes no request for him to be great or revered. Still, God recognizes her willingness to sacrifice and honor the Lord. Hannah is “remembered” by God and is blessed with the son she prayed for. Faithfully, Hannah brings a weaned Samuel to the temple and presents him as an offering to the Lord. In return God blesses Hannah. To her great joy, one son given sacrificially to God is replaced by three sons and two daughters.

But God gave Hannah more than the blessings of children.

Samuel would bring honor to the family by serving in the Temple under Eli the priest. In addition, Hannah's gift to God would be God's gift to the Israelites. Through Samuel the Lord would speak to His chosen: “In those days the word of the Lord was rare; there were not many visions,” (1 Samuel: 3:1 NIV). Hannah would see the goodness of God as He remained with Samuel as he grew, “and he let none of his words fall to the ground,” (1 Samuel 3:19 NIV). Moreso, the Lord revealed himself to Samuel, called him into fellowship and made him His prophet. Samuel’s word became well known and revered as the Lord’s by the people.

Hannah’s act of worship--the gift of her son-- was greatly favored by God. We should not overlook Elkanah’s great sacrifice. He also sacrificed a son in giving Samuel to God. His love for Hannah allowed her freedom to honor God as she was led.

While the parents in this story certainly provide remarkable examples of sacrifice, Samuel is for us the model of complete surrender to the Lord. His first words to the Lord were; “Here I am…” (1 Samuel 3:8 NIV). As he grew Samuel gave of himself tirelessly to the Lord. The result was a life of closeness with God for himself. However the Israelites benefited as well. Samuel brought them a powerful anointing of the word of God. In his life, Samuel served as both a judge and deliver of Israel. Sharing the wrath of the Lord with his children and prompting them towards repentance and covenant renewal through the establishment of kingship in the land.

The one who recognized and submitted to the Lord as the sovereign King of Kings, anointed God’s chosen to govern His people.

Samuel could have ignored the voice of God calling to him in the night. He could have rejected a life of a Temple servant and sought a life based on his own dreams and desires. However, Samuel chose to live completely surrendered to the will of God and the calling He had made on his life. In return, the Lord God Almighty gave Samuel a mighty and meaningful life.

The adage; “living life to the fullest,” sounds good but really is impossible for those catering to their own wants and desires: for the ways of the world are shallow or empty. Only through total surrender to the will of God will we find freedom to be who we were created to be. And only in this freedom will we experience, the fullness of truly living the life God longs to give us. The gift of a life he died in order to give.

We simply can not out give God. When we surrender our all, He in return gives us everything.

Intimacy With the Father

God fashioned us with specific abilities and talents to serve His purpose. Therefore, using our gifts to serve the Lord will naturally bring a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction. Still, it is imperative the believer does not allow their work for the Lord to upstage their relationship with God, (Oswald Chambers). Though one may be gifted in an area of service, the glory of a fruitful ministry is God’s and the joy for the worshiper should be in being used by God.

How does one discern between the desire to give God your best and personal ambition? Two answers stand out among the rest. First, consider whether the goal is that you are blessed, or that others are blessed? Second, ask yourself if you are able to willingly walk away from the goal--if God asks you to--regardless of your investment. Staying in the will of the Father should override all else.

Believers can easily slip into focusing more on their service work and ministry than on their personal walk with Christ. Accolades and praise may draw their attention from the call of the Lord. The enemy wastes no opportunity to steal or destroy our focus on God. Therefore, we must always be on our guard and remain in close unity with the Lord: so as not to fall into the devil’s traps of pride, arrogance and self service. Chambers claims the evidence of being in this state is marked by fatigue, burn out and feelings of being overwhelmed: for we may act in our own strength and serve our own means. While we may certainly feel these temporarily in our service to the kingdom, an ongoing, debilitating presence of these should be a warning we are off on our own agenda.

Oswald Chambers reminds us the opposite is true for the servant who keeps their focus on the Lord during their service. “There is no longer any responsibility on you for the work. The only responsibility you have is to stay in living constant touch with God, and to see that you allow nothing to hinder your cooperation with Him.” Remarkably, when our focus remains on the will of the Father, we will; “soar on wings like eagle’s, (Isaiah 40:31 NIV).

Today’s devotional takes a closer look at this principal by asking the believer; “What do you want?” Pondering what we want before the throne of God may shed light on impure motives or desires or confirm that you are in a right place of worship. Chambers states; “If you have only come as far as asking God for things, you have never come to the point of understanding the least bit of what surrender really means. You have become a Christian based on your own terms. “Simply stated, are we seeking God or the blessings which come from His hand?

Abraham sought after God and was honored with riches, family and every imaginable blessing. Yet, consider God’s servant Job. Here we find yet another devout God loving man. Yet, Job, with all his loss, his physical, emotional and spiritual pain, as well as ridicule from his peers, kept his eyes fixed on the Lord. Though he suffered, he did not denounce his God. The gift of relationship with the Lord sustained him through the stagnant and rotting valley of death. In the end, his joy was increased beyond what he had known.

Job overcame the devil’s wrath, not through his own strength, but rather through his relationship with the Almighty: he knew God was good, faithful and loving. Though he pondered the will of God, Job trusted the hand of his Creator, and a greater depth to their relationship was the outcome.

Coming off a high of fruitful labor, it is important to determine if your service would have been as satisfying if the fruit was not evident. In other words, are we seeking satisfaction in our ministry and work or a deeper relationship with the Father? Tilling the soil, sowing seeds and nourishing the crop is our calling, regardless of whether or not we ever reap the harvest. Are we willing to labor without a pat on the back, applause or recognition?

When we look to Abraham’s first encounter with God we see his desire to know the Almighty over all he had and knew. Though he was told by God, “I will make you into a great nation and I will bless you,” his motives were to embrace an intimate relationship with the Lord, (Genesis 12:2 NIV). Abraham’s prompt response and obedience opened doors to a remarkable spiritual life built on faith and a rich relationship with God. For even his son, Isaac, was not more valuable to Abraham. This faithful servant sought a right relationship with God over everything else in response to God’s promise.

“Do not be afraid, Abram. I am your shield, your very great reward,” (Genesis 15:1NIV).

For many of us this is not knew information. However, the question at hand is in the midst of our everyday life…do we keep a desire to be intimate with the Lord over everything else?

When our work is taken for granted, do we place recognition before rest in Christ? When others treat you poorly, does desire to retaliate upstage your trust in the Lord? Do you only feel close to God when circumstances feel good or appear fruitful?

Serving the Lord, takes on a different meaning when it is shadowed with adversity. How we respond to less than desirable circumstances is a vital insight into our relationship with God. When we are sold out to simply serve for the joy of growing closer to God, we will find the ability to rise above “issues”. While we may stumble at times--getting caught up in petty talk or attitudes--we must repent, once again leave the ways of the world behind and seek after Jesus.

Intimacy with God is our greatest opportunity, our highest calling and our most valued achievement. Let us therefore, strive to follow Christ where ever He may lead: serving for the sake of relationship and casting aside anything that would upstage our King.

Eternally Dependent On Our Father

In the wisdom of God we were designed to enter this world frail, small and completely dependent upon our parents care. For while every human being-- from conception-- has the power of Almighty God working through their flesh, a maturing of body and mind must take place. While we grow cell by cell physically, we are also designed to mature emotionally and mentally. Through this process an individual learns to communicate, walk and talk. Over a span of time, we experience a maturing of our mind and a gradual weaning from parental care until we can reasonably care for ourselves. This is the physical journey intended for us all.

However, man is not made of flesh alone: each of us is also spirit.

While our physical life begins within our mother--and in body we are temporarily one--from birth we are nurtured towards independence. Yet, upon our spiritual birth, the exact opposite is true. God created our spiritual body for complete dependence upon our heavenly Father. In other words, man is born into spiritual separation from God and works his way towards abiding in Christ and complete unity with the Father.

Pondering this juxtaposition in our physical and spiritual beings, the necessity of spiritual growth becomes evident. Consider the absurdity of healthy young men and women refusing to fend for themselves; remaining dependant on parents and never weaning. This behavior would be odd and contrary to the natural process of maturing.

The same applies to our spiritual growth. Scripture states;"Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow up in your salvation," (1 Peter 2:2NIV). Though we start off on spiritual milk, we are to graduate to solid foods. When we refuse to be weaned or dependent on the Father and rebelliously fight for spiritual independence we act outside God’s design. The result in either case is a life which is less than it was created to be and one that tragically does not glorify God.

This concept of becoming dependant on God is addressed by Oswald Chambers, who states, “Even the weakest saint can experience the power of the deity of the Son of God, when he is willing to “let go.” For just as physical maturity takes time, so too does spiritually maturity: the toddler who takes his first step away from his mother is no different than the new Christian who takes her first step towards the Lord. God is simply glorified in the taking of the step. Faithful attempts in both directions will naturally produce healthy physical and spiritual beings.

A biblical illustration for spiritual growth is found in the ministry of Christ to his disciples. When Jesus was physically with Peter, James, John and the rest, he nurtured them through spiritual infancy. A band of strong Jewish men became spiritual brothers, which over three years learned to walk and talk, like their spiritual mentor. Though they stumbled and some fell, the Lord encouraged them to get up and keep going. Of the twelve, eleven grew in faith and oneness with God. Their surrender to the natural order of God’s plan for their spiritual lives enabled each to mature and become mentors of spiritual infants themselves. Like Jesus, they became one with their Father.

This of course is the goal for every child born into faith in Jesus. While the Father produces the spiritual child, believers are all commissioned to mature in Christ. So in turn, they may nurture and mentor spiritual babes into dependency on God.

Though we may stumble and fall in our efforts to reach our heavenly Father, let us remember his love for us: see the smile on His face and His arms opened wide, ready to embrace us at the end of our walk of faith.

Hills of Splendor

The hills which surround my beloved home town are alive and green this time of year. Though much of their rolling tops are now covered by a peppering of Orange County homes, I can still see the hint of emerald arches behind stucco frames. However, the well rounded, perfectly formed grassy roll, nestled just south of the community’s water tank is gone: graded by developers it now resembles a tiered Aztec temple.

The storybook shape had become a beacon of home and was a landmark I was especially fond of. I never realized how much I valued that perfect little hilltop, until it was gone: graded by developers it is now part of a housing development. Fortunately, there are still untilled crests on the east end of town. Their modest peaks and ridges carpeted with freshly sprung grass and clover creating a cozy corner, of which the residents boast to be: “The Land of Gracious Living.” These plush peaks of spring, stir my memory of childhood days--lost in wonder and play--at their base.

I was fearless then. Bugs I used to hunt and keep as pets, now inspire spontaneous screams, spastic maneuvers, couch dancing, and childlike whimpering. Likewise, I no longer lie in the grass watching the clouds, walk barefoot in the dirt or explore fields, groves or tree belts. Basically, this nature loving, tree climbing, sour grass chomping girl, somewhere between prom and parenthood, turned into a climate and pest controlled environment loving lady. In the spirit of a modern nature lover…Crikey! What happened?

I ponder every now and then what changed my affection for the great outdoors. The adventurous spirit which travelled through underground sewer tunnels, abandoned buildings and untamed fields now favors the safety of paved trails, museums and manicured gardens. Nonetheless, while many things contribute to my current approach in beholding nature, I believe knowledge of what lies within nature has changed my behavior the most.

Knowledge certainly has an interesting effect on people’s behavior. The toddler doesn’t fear heights until he falls. A young girl chases the bee until she learns of its stinger. Teens race down the highway until they get a ticket. These are simple examples of how information can effect ones perspective or change a person’s behavior.

As a child, I was naive to the dangers in nature and thereby gave little thought to what lay nested in the canopy of limbs, in the soil, under the leaves, behind the bark and on top of the grass. However, today, my knowledge of harmful creatures and dangerous locations, directs my outdoor activity. Simply stated, the threat of biting bugs, snakes and various furry creatures in the wild, encourage indoor recreation. Frankly, I am of such a different mindset today than of my youth, my closest friends find it difficult to believe I ever climbed a tree; let alone collected bugs or explored underground sewers.

The story of the apostle Paul holds one of the most dramatic examples of how knowledge can change a person’s way of life. Having once held deep seeded desires to destroy followers of Jesus, Paul required a head-on collision with the reality of Christ, before a transformation in behavior could take place. While Paul had a vast amount of knowledge of Old Testament scriptures and teachings, he was blind to the truth about Jesus. Consequently, Paul refused to believe--at first--that Jesus was Israel’s hope and Messiah.

Yet, one encounter with the risen Lord and Paul’s spiritual eyes were opened. In God’s timing, the glory of the Lord was revealed to this religious giant. Thus, the man who sought to destroy the followers of Christ--through the gift of enlightenment--became their servant…even unto death. Knowledge of the deity of Christ radically transformed Paul’s heart, mind and behavior.

Oswald Chambers reveals the truth that insight into the things of God is not automatic. They are revealed to the followers of Christ over time. “Our Lord doesn’t hide these things from us, but we are not prepared to receive them until we are in the right condition in our spiritual life.

Jesus said, “I have many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now,” (John 16:12).

When the Lord, reveals himself to us, we gain a new perspective on life, death and eternity. Knowledge of the Truth compels us to change our behavior. Bit by bit, understanding is granted as we develop a heart and mind for God. The wild ways of our past and naivety to impurities, dangers and problems are made clear. The result over time is a transformed life and new way of living.

My love of the outdoors has not disappeared, it has been cultivated. Knowledge has given me guidelines on how to enjoy God’s creation without being vulnerable to the dangers in it. Likewise, the Holy Spirit has blessed me with insight to the meaning of life, through the Word of God. Thereby, I can experience the fullness of life, good and bad, without the fear of judgment or threat of eternal death.

Just as it was with the apostle Paul, we too must allow the knowledge of Christ to completely transform our behavior. When we do, the Holy Spirit will reveal more and more to us of the nature and plan of God…for ourselves and humanity.

From time to time we may remember our days of naivety, when we ran wild in the sun believing we were invincible…good…and worthy. Yet, I pray as we ponder our journey of faith, the grace of God will grant us greater knowledge of our need for Jesus, our sinfulness and our inability to gain heaven on our own.

The green hills of home remind me of my adventurous past. Yet, they also speak of the numerous springs of renewal and growth in my life: they declare the faithfulness of God and the power of knowledge to transform. Like my special hill, I too have been altered through the years. Only, I have changed for the better because of Christ.

“I lift my eyes to the hills, where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth.” (Psalm 121:1-2NIV).

Quaking with Fear

The past few days in Oswald Chambers devotionals, have “shaken” the foundation of my thoughts on areas of ministry. Praise the Lord there is less rubble at my feet today than after divine shakes in the past. A timely assessment of the Spirit’s work within encourages me. Though under continual construction, a hearty shake now and then reveals that which is built by the Supreme Carpenter, and that which was built with my own hands. A necessary reminder that while I learn more of the Master’s craft day by day, I am still under- skilled. Kicking the dust off my feet, I give thanks to the Lord for yet, another humbling back to the drawing board moment.

Chamber’s concept is that when our faith is shaken by the realities of life “We will be scattered, not into service but into the emptiness of our lives where we will see ruin and barrenness, to know what internal death to God’s blessings means.”

In other words, dust and debris in our lives remind us of what is temporal and what is eternal. When we labor outside the will of God to fashion a life or treasure trove for ourselves, the Lord--in His great goodness and kindness--sends forth trouble: mighty winds, turbulent waters and destructive quakes intended to open the spiritual eyes of his children. No effort is spared to enlighten us of the “emptiness” in everything outside of God.

When Christ died on the cross of Calvary, "The earth shook and the rock split..."(Matthew 27:51NIV). This was not a random act of nature, but part of the divine plan of God. As Chamber's points out; Jesus' death was the driving purpose of His life. All of time is marked by His sacrificial death. Almighty God shook the earth, perhaps so every man--scattered to and fro--would know a mighty shift had taken place between God and humanity. Though fear and anger ordered their steps, today, Christians need not scatter in the midst of adversity or trial. For the God who claims us as His own, is unshakable. His grasp on us is secure. Therefore, let us rest in the hands of God as the world sways back and forth.

Father grant us wisdom to remain in your will and abide in your work of the Spirit. Bless us with faith which can withstand the severest quake. Reveal to us that which is rubble and lead us to what is holy. In the name of Jesus we pray. Amen.

Blind Spots

Pondering the darkness following the crucifixion of Jesus Christ, I sit in silence. Thoughts of the "Light of the world" being concealed in a dark tomb fill my mind. "God is light, in Him there is no darkness," (1 John 1:5NIV). How then did "the Light of man," reside in darkness? (John 1:4NIV).

Jesus didn't just endure physical death for our salvation. He suffered separation from God who is Light. He who is light became darkness upon the cross. How great the pain of our Lord, whose very holiness was stripped away for the sake of our souls. His pain intensified by the blindness of those around Him who could not see the gift of His willing sacrifice.

Oswald Chambers speaks of the blindness of those in Jerusalem. "Jesus entered Jerusalem triumphantly and the city was stirred to its very foundations, but a strange god was there--the pride of the Pharisees." Their religion had become their god, and they remained murderously loyal to it. Thereby, when the only true God came riding into their city--their King riding on a donkey and thus proclaiming peace--they saw only a threat to their established rule and order. They listened to the god of the world--the father of lies and pride--and sought to extinguish the Light. For,"men loved darkness instead of light,"(John 3:19NIV).

Lest we fall into judging these men, we must acknowledge our own blindness. Christ died for us all, therefore we all have areas of blindness in our life which hide the glory of God from our sight. Chambers asks the question; "What is it that blinds you to the peace of God "in this your day"? Do you have a strange god--not a disgusting monster but perhaps an unholy nature that controls your life?"

Pondering the areas of our life which fall into shadow is an important step towards purity. Rather than hide our sin or shame, we should seek to bring the Light of Christ into our darkness, that the work of the Spirit can be done to: heal, transform and bring back to life. For in this life and life beyond our grave, the consequences of our sin stand. However, Christians through the work of Jesus on the cross, will never pay the sin penalty of separation from God.

Still, Chambers warns that there is a "deep, unending sadness for what might have been!" Proclaiming; "God holds us accountable for what we refuse to see or are unable to see because of our sin." Therefore, it is imperative that believer's embrace the Light and yield ourselves completely to God.

The Father does not desire to see His children suffering the penalties of darkness. His heart longs to see them victorious over the wage of sin and risen in Christ! When we look back over our life, certainly there are things we wish we would have done differently, if only we would have known...(Luke 19:42). Understandably, blessings have been lost and opportunities missed through disobedience and rebellion towards God in the way we live our lives. Still, there is hope for today and all our tomorrow's, when we choose to abide in the Light of our Savior. Holding our lives up to the Word of God reveals any dark areas or blind spots where the Light of Jesus is needed.

Chamber's encourages the believer to "Never be afraid when God brings back your past. Let your memory have its way with you. It is a minister of God bringing its rebuke and sorrow to you. God will turn what might have been into a wonderful lesson of growth for the future."

Miraculously, darkness from sin is abolished in our lives, when we confess our wrong doing and poor attitudes to God: claiming forgiveness under the blood of Christ. Even still, our Lord intercedes on our behalf;

"Father forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing," (Luke 24:34NIV).

Believer's behold the Light! For there is life in the Light and therefore children of God are to abide in the Light. We do not abide with Jesus in the tomb! We abide with our risen Lord on this side of the stone. Jesus, our Savior, Shepherd, King and Light, unto our path, (Psalm 119:105NIV).

Saturday following Good Friday, was a very, very dark day. Yet, the psalmist proclaims; "...my God turns my darkness into light," (Psalm 18:28NIV).

That glorious Easter morning there were two great lights that rose. One rose from the horizon, the greater from the grave. One marked the beginning of a new day...the Light of the world marked the beginning of a new life. Surely, each shone brighter in the eyes of follows that day.

The Goodness of God

Today is Good Friday. The anniversary of our Lord's death upon the cross. A day the devil and his band of followers mocked Jesus and spat upon God's greatest gift. Upon this day, heaven labored to do a good work, the eyes of man could not see.

For our Lord, this historic day was filled with great pain, suffering, and sorrow. For His Spirit was separated from the Father, his flesh was destroyed,his heart carried the burden of every sin and His chosen people were blind to their Messiah.
Those close to him were terrified, in shock and confused. His own mother's heart was pierced. Insight into Jesus' life and ressurection temporarily eluded them and they also experienced great pain.

This eternity changing day, brought suffering for many. For on this preparation day Mary experienced heartbreak through the agony of witnessing the "flesh of her flesh" and "heart of her heart" destroyed,(The Passion of the Christ). Over this twenty-four hours, the disciples and followers of Jesus wept due to fear, shame, heartache, despair and loss of hope. One man, Simon, having carried Jesus' cross, suffered the bloody and violent journey up Golgotha at our disfigured Lord's side. The streets of Jerusalem were filled with cries for death and for mercy. I dare say, there was no peace that Passover!

Even the apparent enemies of our Lord, experienced trouble on this day. There was the unsettling of three hours of darkness, and upon Jesus' death a ground splitting earthquake. The tombs of saints burst open, releasing their dead just before the Sabbath. The Levite priests and others anguished over the miraculously torn Temple curtain: the veil was torn--top to bottom--which separated man from the extremely restricted mercy seat of God on the Ark of the covenant. The Roman ruler, Pilate, stressed over the threat of an uprising following Jesus mock trial and the death sentence he ordered for an innocent man. Pilate's wife suffered the affliction of a frightful dream concerning Jesus, whom her husband did not spare after her warning. The holy city of Jerusalem, bursting with people eager to make sacrifices for the Passover, was anything but peaceful, on this bloody day tainted by such violence and a gruesome death.

Why then do we call it Good Friday?

Oh, there is so much to say in response to that question. For the whole bible points to the cross of Christ: the need for and purpose of the cross explained by God. However, the primary purpose of the cross of Jesus is our reconciliation with God. Jesus suffered death and separation from God in our place: paying the sin penalty of death for all men. Only because of His sacrificial death is man able to come into a relationship with God. Jesus was the literal flawless, sacrificial lamb, offered by God, whose blood, through death atoned for the sins of man. Thereby, granting any soul who seeks forgiveness under the covering of Jesus' blood eternal life in God's presence.

Those who witnessed the horror of Jesus' arrest and the cross, were immediately touched. Mary saw the fulfillment of prophecy through her son's death. A proud Peter discovered his weakness. John, a "brother of thunder," witnessed the greatest act of love known to man. Additionally, the disciples who fled, became aware of their worldly fears.

That day, only Jesus knew Sunday was around the corner. The weary followers who huddled together behind locked doors in fear, remembered nothing of what Jesus had taught them of His death and were naive to the glory about to sustain them. But oh, that wonderful third morning: the terrors of that bloody Friday instantly turned to treasures, when Jesus rose from the grave.

On that first Easter morning, Mary's heart was made new with the Resurrection of her son. Peter was forgiven his denial and reinstated as a leader of the church. John learned the importance of love and caring for others. Thomas learned the importance of faith. And the other followers discovered they truly had nothing to fear: for Jesus had conquered death, in Him they could do all things. On a grander scale, humanity was offered a bridge back to an eternal relationship with Almighty God.

Hallelujah! The enemy of God found himself defeated.

We claim the anniversary of Jesus' death good, because without this historic dark, terrifying and horrific day ...no one could have a truly good day. For it is only in eternity that saints will experience all the good and purity God intended to share with us from the beginning. Who are the saints who will experience the glory of heaven? ONLY those who choose to hear the voice of God, see the work of His hand,accept the truth of His son, and through repentance, surrender their lives to Jesus of Nazareth.

For Jesus said, "I am the way the Truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except by me," (John 14:6NIV).

The Goodness of God, given for our good. THAT'S why we call today Good Friday!

Let us submit to the King of Kings and commit our spirit's to the Father now that we may be certain to receive the eternal goodness to come beyond the grave!